second IUI

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah selamat dah IUI no 2. Tggu result aje lah. 14 more days to go.

27 . 10. 11 : 2 mature egg follicle :

Kiri : 1 good follicle tapi lupa tengok masa doctor scan tu brape size dia..assuming dalam 20 mm lebih. There is also satu lagi follicle tapi x brape nampak sbb dia duk belakang yang besar tu. So, anggap ade satu follicle aje

Kanan :  Finally!! dah 3 cycle timed intercourse, 1 cycle IUI, tak pernah ade good follicle sebelah kanan... for once I thought ovary sebelah kanan tu dah tak boleh pakai. tapi Alhamdulillah, ada 1 good follicle. Yang ni saya tau dia besar mana sebab saya tengok kat screen tu. 19.4 * 19.2 mm. Tak sampai 20 mm tapi ok lah.

So, Doc suh injek ni. Previous semua guna Ovidrel. Kali ni ubah sikit

                                            ala...malas nak rotate dah.. biar macam ni aje lah.

29 . 10 .11 : 2nd IUI

Seperti biasa, hari yang stress utk hubby yang sangat tak suka "do it in a cup". tapi ape kan daya, nak anak punya pasal. Pukul 8.30 sampai kat lab. As usual kami kena tunggu sampai lab call.

Pukul 12.30 pm lagi dah terpacak kat klinik tunggu doc free then baru pegi amik sperm kat lab.

IUI at 1.30 pm. Sebelum tu dah rasa cramp..ini mesti sebab telur dah nak keluar. lepas aje keluar dari bilik doc terus balik rumah.

Pukul 5.30pm dah start sakit. Terpulas pulas atas katil. Ade kot 30 min, hilang lah. Tapi sampai sekarang bloated tak abis lagi. perut keras dah rupe ade ketumbuhan dah ni. Still rasa uncomfortable.

oh, lupa this time doc kasi ubat ni

rasanya untuk kuatkan rahim dan untuk membantu placenta sampai dia dah cukup besar untuk berpaut sendiri. Itupun kalau pregnant lah. Ubat ni makan 2 kali sehari before food. sampai lah datang period sekali lagi.

IUI sekali lagi ; mungkin

My period came on time. 28 days cycle and I am so happy. Harap harap jangan lah melencong dah. Biar on time aje. Previous month ade merepek sikit most probably because of stress kot.

We decided to try IUI again this time and after this there should be just one more IUI s' sebab we planned to do IVF before January or at least Febuary. Tapi kena tengok jugak ape pendapat doc tentang hal ni. I hope I don't have to wait much longer. This matter has start to bother me day and night. Bukan sebelum ni tak ganggu pun, tapi sekarang rasanya dah makin menjadi pulak. So, if I try IVF tapi tak ade rezeki jugak, I can move on to other option(s).

on 27th ni nak pegi klinik tgh perkembangan telur...aishhh kan best kalau boleh sebut *tengok perkembangan fetus*, dalam mimpi ajelah kot.

Maybe buat IUI kot even if I ade just one egg, I dun care for as long as I try.

As for now, I am ok. Bulan ni try tak nak stress, tak nak sedih, tak nak susah hati, tak nak rendah diri.

What ever time I have and how much money I got, I wanna spend it for my baby. Perhaps you can fill in the big empty hole in my heart that not even millions of Gucci, LV, Chanel or Hermes can fill.

Adoption?? ok ke?

Assalamualaikum

Lama dah tak ade new entry kan..

Nothing much to say , except that lately, I have become one of those person that somehow gave up.
Most of everything I worked, hoped and wished for this year seem like going directly to the garbage.
A little frustrated *no, a LOT frustrated* with how things turn out this year.
Lately ni lagilah...rasa macam nak bawa diri jauh aje.

Been thinking of adopting a child : tak tau good idea ke tak. Really can't decide. Maybe it's too early but on the other hand, time is running out. Sangat takut I'd be wasting my time if I wait. Hubby saya yang selama ini sangat kuat, dah mula kelihatan sedikit sedih. Walaupun dia cube nak hide perasaan dia tu, saya masih boleh nampak. Satu hari dia kata "b hari tu naik lif dengan ...... (one pregnant lady). b rasa macam nak amik perut dia letak kat perut ayang" ok, airmata tetibe nk menitis pulak.

"b, b tunggu ayg kasi anak dekat b tahun depan,Insyaallah"
"ayg, b tunggu selamanya pun tak ape"

Sadisss... sampai sekrang tengok muka hubby yang sedang nyenyak tido pun rasa sayu.

ok berbalik pasal adoption ni. Saya dah banyak kali browse through website ni www.orphanecare.org.my dan dah beberapa kali teragak untuk mengisi borang, dan malam ini telah berjaya memberanikan diri.

Ini content email diaorg reply:

Dear Prospective Adoptive/Foster Parent(s),
Thank you for registering with OrphanCARE and we will contact you in due course to set up an interview appointment.
Meanwhile, please prepare and ensure you bring the following documents to your interview to help us expedite your application for adoption with JKM (Malaysian Welfare Department).
OrphanCARE will only send complete applications to JKM so please provide all documents in the checklist below.

Checklist for all applicants :
1) All applicants must be married for at least five (5) years. This requirement does not apply if you have a medical condition that hinders you from having a child and have supporting medical reports.
2) Four (4) copies of recent passport-sized photographs.
3) Four (4) copies of identification card.
4) Four (4) copies of marriage certificate.
5) Four (4) copies of general medical report (required) and, specific consultant’s report pertaining to fertility issues/treatment (if any). Providing supporting medical reports will help strengthen your application for adoption.
6) Four (4) copies of latest salary slip.
7) Names, addresses and contact numbers of two references (non-family members).
*Please bring original document for items (3), (4), (5) and (6) for verification.

The interview and application process is as follows:
• You will be required to fill up an application form for JKM when you come in for your interview.
• JKM will receive three copies of the documentation you provided with the application form once you have been interviewed. OrphanCARE retains one copy for our records.
• It will take approximately four weeks for JKM to process your application.
• JKM will return all applications to OrphanCARE once they are approved or rejected.
• OrphanCARE will immediately inform you if your application is rejected.
• You will automatically be placed in our database in a queue once your application is approved by JKM.

• OrphanCARE will contact you for a second interview once a child is available.

• Please do not hesitate to contact our office on (03)78761900 or email us at adoption@orphancare.org.my if you have any questions relating to the documentation required.

Alahai, kena at least 5 years kawin pulak :-( anyway, no harm done. Apelah salahnya. Jika jalan ni dipermudahkan Allah, terima ajelah. Jika tidak akan cube sedaya upaya untuk meneruskan usaha yang tak seberapa ini.amin.

kawan kawan yang ade idea atau nasihat, jangan malu malu,sila lah drop komen..terima kasih