okay... this entry has to be short due to my hectic work schedule.
26th Feb is my 12th day of menstrual cycle.
I have taken clomid from day 2 till day 6, and today I have to go see Dr Sharifah Halimah.
my body react positively to clomid and my egg has developed to 15 mm @ 1.5 mm( I am not so sure myself) but it is not big enough. It need to go to at least 18 mm before it can be released into the fallopian tube.
So, I have to come again on Monday 28th Feb to see the development of my egg. Keeping my finger cross till then and hope to get better news.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
False Alarm !!
My last post was on 27th December 2010. This is what happened since then :
29th December 2010 : I got my period, it was heavy at first and lasted for nearly 7 days.
6th January 2011 : Cik Juriah datang mengurut dirumah. Dia ni bidan & boleh betulkan peranakkan. So, dia urut punyer urut, dia kata rahim saya tak tinggi cuma kecut sahaja...ala ala mcm pintu rahim tertutup la dan disebabkan itulah, kalu make love jer, mesti terkeluar balik sbb dia tak masuk pada tempatnyer. Jadi dia pun betulkanlah.. A few days after that, kiteorg pun test la keberkesanan Cik juriah ni, and to our suprise, mmg tak de keluar. try lagi, tak keluar jugak..try lagi dan lagi, tak keluar jugak. *sudahsudahlatrytu*
I am supposed to get my period on the 26 th of January tp period pun.Waited for 3 days tp tak period jugak,
29th January 2011 : Test pregnancy tetapi Negative. Saya telah mula risau kenapa period tak datang and was thinking of taking medcine yg saya selalu amik utk bg period keluar...tapi bila petang sikit, period keluar, tp sgt sgt sgt sedikit.Tak kena kat pad pun.Dlm 2 hari masih sama sangat sikit dan pink in colour. Mungkin period ni tak dpt keluar betul betul kot.
5th February 2011 : Baru balik dr kenduri brother in law di Terengganu, sakit la pinggang teramat sangat, saya pun panggil Cik Juriah balik untuk mengurut, lagipun mmg lepas period dah patut urut balik peranakkan ni. Storylah kat Cik Juriah ttg period yg sedikit itu. Dia pun kata, meh dia check dulu, kot kot ade isi. Tekan punyer tekan, dia kata kemungkinan ade pasal urat batang ape ntah, dah keras..Wah...mungkin penantian akan berkahir kot..tp dia kata tggu dua minggu lg pastu test pregnancy. Dia tak janji tapi dia kata ikutkan pengalaman dia mungkin ade. Skrg ni katanyer, saya perlu pantang jangan minum air gas, nenas, kelapa, jgn angkat benda berat dan sebagainya.
Tapi kan manusia ni tak reti sabar, tak nak tunggu 2 minggu, nak test pregnancy jugak jugak. Esok nyer saya pun test ( - Ve) . Ermmm...mama suh tunggu lagi 2 minggu, BFF Aini Qamariah kata kalu tak leh tunggu, kamu gi jmpa doctor.
8th February 2011 : Jumpa dengan Doc Jayabalan, in the midst of telling the story, dia tanya whether I mkn ubat yg dia prescribe tak? I said no, then spontaneously he said " then I can Assure you 100 % that u are not pregnant" and at that moment I sort of forze in time. I dunno what to think or what to say or how to react. Dia kata ape pun meh kita buat test. Test la ovary and uterus smua. Dia kata tak pregnant tp ade something sort of like selaput yg tak bagi period tu keluar and if I am really pregnant, that selaput will then turn to kantung for the baby to sit it in lah...skrg ni, pregnant ke tak, itu pertanyaan yg seharusnye..but being in the state of shock that I am, I didn't ask anything, he gave me a ubat dia kata if within 10 days I still didn't get my menstrual period, than I might be pregnant. So sekarang we are soooo confuse whether or not I am pregnant coz sekejap kata 100% tak sekejap kata maybe...tp still mcm org kena pukau...kami berdua ni anguk aje.
keluar dr hospital baru lah otak cair sikit, baru pikir mcm mcm.Hubby said dia nk second opinion coz the doc looks hesitated. We ask opinion from family and friends so we make up our mind that we certainly need a second opinion as the first doc is not that convincing.
9th February 2011 : I called Ar Ridzuan Medical Center because we want to get an opinion from a malay doc plak. Tapi Doc ade 2 org, sorg hari ni tak de kat sana sbb dia ade kat klinik dia sendiri, sorg lagi full plak. So I called KPJ Ipoh Specialist plak, Dr Adlan, the one doc I have heard of, full jugak hari ni. Pegi ke klinik Foo at Ipoh Garden ( we figure if we cannot find a malay doc, then we will go to any chinese doc). Dr Foo pulak tak de kat klinik. Ptg nnt baru ade. At that moment , I was thinking that maybe Allah didn't want us to see any doc. We were about to gave up when I called KPJ again and ask for other malay gynecology and they passed me to Klinik Dr Sharifah Halimah. Doc Sharifah plak mmg free so they ask me to come right away.
Cerita lah kat Dr Sharifah ni pasal smua smua ni lah...dia kata I have PCOS..which Dr Jayabalan had mention before. Meaning I might not ovulate or even if I ovulated, the egg might not be mature enough to get ferterlised. As usual Dr Sharifah pun kata I have to loose some weight in order for the hormone to be balance. But at the same time I have to take clomid because dia kata saya takkan boleh pregnant secara sendirinye sbb saya ade problem..saya perlu dibantu dan dimonitor. Dr check ovary and uterus and I am Officially NOT PREGANANT ...my period cuma tak keluar because lack of hormone and maybe I am not ovulating.
She said I am now in her 6 Month pregnancy programme. Dia bagi Norcolut utk bg period keluar and then after period dah keluar dia bg Clomid makan 2 tablet 1 hari from day 2 to day 6 of period nnt dan saya kena jumpa dia balik on day 12.
Before I enter the Doctors room I pray hard to Allah " Seandainya aku mengandung, Alhamdulillah. Seandainya tidak, aku memohon agar aku kuat dan tabah menerima dugaan ini" and alhamdulillah, no matter how high I hope for it to be true, no matter how I froze when Doctors tell me that I am not pregnant, I didn't shed a tear.
29th December 2010 : I got my period, it was heavy at first and lasted for nearly 7 days.
6th January 2011 : Cik Juriah datang mengurut dirumah. Dia ni bidan & boleh betulkan peranakkan. So, dia urut punyer urut, dia kata rahim saya tak tinggi cuma kecut sahaja...ala ala mcm pintu rahim tertutup la dan disebabkan itulah, kalu make love jer, mesti terkeluar balik sbb dia tak masuk pada tempatnyer. Jadi dia pun betulkanlah.. A few days after that, kiteorg pun test la keberkesanan Cik juriah ni, and to our suprise, mmg tak de keluar. try lagi, tak keluar jugak..try lagi dan lagi, tak keluar jugak. *sudahsudahlatrytu*
I am supposed to get my period on the 26 th of January tp period pun.Waited for 3 days tp tak period jugak,
29th January 2011 : Test pregnancy tetapi Negative. Saya telah mula risau kenapa period tak datang and was thinking of taking medcine yg saya selalu amik utk bg period keluar...tapi bila petang sikit, period keluar, tp sgt sgt sgt sedikit.Tak kena kat pad pun.Dlm 2 hari masih sama sangat sikit dan pink in colour. Mungkin period ni tak dpt keluar betul betul kot.
5th February 2011 : Baru balik dr kenduri brother in law di Terengganu, sakit la pinggang teramat sangat, saya pun panggil Cik Juriah balik untuk mengurut, lagipun mmg lepas period dah patut urut balik peranakkan ni. Storylah kat Cik Juriah ttg period yg sedikit itu. Dia pun kata, meh dia check dulu, kot kot ade isi. Tekan punyer tekan, dia kata kemungkinan ade pasal urat batang ape ntah, dah keras..Wah...mungkin penantian akan berkahir kot..tp dia kata tggu dua minggu lg pastu test pregnancy. Dia tak janji tapi dia kata ikutkan pengalaman dia mungkin ade. Skrg ni katanyer, saya perlu pantang jangan minum air gas, nenas, kelapa, jgn angkat benda berat dan sebagainya.
Tapi kan manusia ni tak reti sabar, tak nak tunggu 2 minggu, nak test pregnancy jugak jugak. Esok nyer saya pun test ( - Ve) . Ermmm...mama suh tunggu lagi 2 minggu, BFF Aini Qamariah kata kalu tak leh tunggu, kamu gi jmpa doctor.
8th February 2011 : Jumpa dengan Doc Jayabalan, in the midst of telling the story, dia tanya whether I mkn ubat yg dia prescribe tak? I said no, then spontaneously he said " then I can Assure you 100 % that u are not pregnant" and at that moment I sort of forze in time. I dunno what to think or what to say or how to react. Dia kata ape pun meh kita buat test. Test la ovary and uterus smua. Dia kata tak pregnant tp ade something sort of like selaput yg tak bagi period tu keluar and if I am really pregnant, that selaput will then turn to kantung for the baby to sit it in lah...skrg ni, pregnant ke tak, itu pertanyaan yg seharusnye..but being in the state of shock that I am, I didn't ask anything, he gave me a ubat dia kata if within 10 days I still didn't get my menstrual period, than I might be pregnant. So sekarang we are soooo confuse whether or not I am pregnant coz sekejap kata 100% tak sekejap kata maybe...tp still mcm org kena pukau...kami berdua ni anguk aje.
keluar dr hospital baru lah otak cair sikit, baru pikir mcm mcm.Hubby said dia nk second opinion coz the doc looks hesitated. We ask opinion from family and friends so we make up our mind that we certainly need a second opinion as the first doc is not that convincing.
9th February 2011 : I called Ar Ridzuan Medical Center because we want to get an opinion from a malay doc plak. Tapi Doc ade 2 org, sorg hari ni tak de kat sana sbb dia ade kat klinik dia sendiri, sorg lagi full plak. So I called KPJ Ipoh Specialist plak, Dr Adlan, the one doc I have heard of, full jugak hari ni. Pegi ke klinik Foo at Ipoh Garden ( we figure if we cannot find a malay doc, then we will go to any chinese doc). Dr Foo pulak tak de kat klinik. Ptg nnt baru ade. At that moment , I was thinking that maybe Allah didn't want us to see any doc. We were about to gave up when I called KPJ again and ask for other malay gynecology and they passed me to Klinik Dr Sharifah Halimah. Doc Sharifah plak mmg free so they ask me to come right away.
Cerita lah kat Dr Sharifah ni pasal smua smua ni lah...dia kata I have PCOS..which Dr Jayabalan had mention before. Meaning I might not ovulate or even if I ovulated, the egg might not be mature enough to get ferterlised. As usual Dr Sharifah pun kata I have to loose some weight in order for the hormone to be balance. But at the same time I have to take clomid because dia kata saya takkan boleh pregnant secara sendirinye sbb saya ade problem..saya perlu dibantu dan dimonitor. Dr check ovary and uterus and I am Officially NOT PREGANANT ...my period cuma tak keluar because lack of hormone and maybe I am not ovulating.
She said I am now in her 6 Month pregnancy programme. Dia bagi Norcolut utk bg period keluar and then after period dah keluar dia bg Clomid makan 2 tablet 1 hari from day 2 to day 6 of period nnt dan saya kena jumpa dia balik on day 12.
Before I enter the Doctors room I pray hard to Allah " Seandainya aku mengandung, Alhamdulillah. Seandainya tidak, aku memohon agar aku kuat dan tabah menerima dugaan ini" and alhamdulillah, no matter how high I hope for it to be true, no matter how I froze when Doctors tell me that I am not pregnant, I didn't shed a tear.
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